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Reflections After Being Back in the Saddle

After I left the pastorate in April 2023, it was the saddest time in obedience to God I’ve ever experienced. While I knew God wanted me to help another troubled spot in music ministry, I knew I was leaving a loving congregation to step into a challenging situation. I didn’t preach at all in that church during the 13 months I helped them. I preached a lot in the next church, and it only fueled the fire within to preach. While I knew again I was there to assist the pastor and later a transition, I knew the pastorate would be my next step. I have to admit that my faith in God to open that door was a bit weak. In March of this year, God flung the door wide open. I’m glad He did!

The last few weeks have been sweet. God has sent me to a loving congregation. What I have realized over the last few years is that God has wired me to pastor smaller congregations. For me, it is much more possible to have the New Testament community mentioned in Acts in smaller contexts. I already see God strengthening that in this new pastorate.

I honestly don’t have a clue what God will do, but I see Him laying it out. I have a resolve now greater than ever to be the best pastor, preacher, husband, and father I can be. I want to pray now more than ever. Believe now more than ever. Study the Word now more than ever.

God is writing a beautiful story, and the devil hates it. He has already tried to use the basic challenges of life to throw a kink in things. Every time those things come, I just hand it to Jesus. A new church air conditioning unit and sick children are no challenge for God. God is still Provider and Healer!

At 45, I’m thankful to be back in the saddle. God is rich in mercy and grace, and I’m a humble recipient. I pray that you too are walking in His goodness.

10 responses to “Reflections After Being Back in the Saddle”

  1. This really touched my heart. There’s something powerful about how God can lead us through seasons that feel painful and uncertain, only to reveal later that He was preparing something beautiful all along. Your honesty, humility, and renewed passion for ministry are inspiring. Praying God continues to bless your family, strengthen your church, and use you mightily in this new chapter.

    1. I praise the Lord for how He used it to touch your heart. God has been bringing revival and renewal to my heart, and my heart is that He does this to many more people.

      1. 🙏

  2. Congrats, Matthew. It sounds like God has you right where you need to be.

    1. Thanks, David! Three ladies from our previous church visited yesterday and said, “This is a good fit for you.” It was an added confirmation on top of all the other ways God has been working.

  3. I wish you all the best and God’s blessings…

    1. Thank you, Chris!

      1. You’re welcome, Matthew!

  4. Trust & Obey — Enjoy the journey!

    1. The older I get, the more I realize it is that simple. Charles Stanley often said, “Obey God and leave the consequences to Him.”

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